November 2009
122 posts
i got scared and ran into your arms.
i’m just here to remind you remind you not to forget to remember me.
i feel like i have lost a friend.
stoked!
i just got my lip pierced, and it is amazing! i love it
“And no, I’m not afraid, at least not to die
I’m afraid to live and...”
– envy on the coast
Envy on the Coast | Lapse.
- this is one of my...
“I’m just here to remind you
Remind you not to forget to remember me”
– envy on the coast.
“You need not to climb mountaintops,
You need not to cross the sea,
You need...”
– city and colour
“You could have the sun
You could have the water
This I’d give to you...”
– city and colour
“People love to drink their troubles away.
Sometimes I feel that I’d be...”
– city and colour | the death of me
great, now im crying. i dont think i have ever been this confused ever. looking at those pictures made me realize alot. im stuck, and i dont know weather i should continue to move on, or try to be happy with him again. i know he feels the same, but i dont know if i can ever forgive him for what he has done, let alone trust him. i dont know if i can do it all over again. i know i want to, but...
im living a lie. i keep telling myself that it doesnt get to me. i keep telling myself that i dont care, and that im done. i keep telling myself that im over it, and over you, but the truth is, i dont know if im actually over you. and it still gets to me, everyday when i wake up, everyday when i go to bed. i still care. i have been thinking about the way things happened between us, and i realized...
im sure some of you can relate to this.. its hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. its funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. its crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. when feelings come and go and you cant decide what you want. when...
now i’m lying on the table with everything you said, keep that in mind. the way that it felt, when the most i could do was to just blame myself
& i told you that i would love you forever, but i lied, because now im ready to find someone better.
“success is the best revenge”
– unknown
its friday night
and i am sitting inside, alone, doing absolutely nothing. if only i had the gas money to go out tonight.
anyways, today was my 1st day working at my new job, and i was an hour late. and i might be getting another job, at a bar working late nights. i hope i do because even though 32 hours is full time, i am use to getting 40. and it would be awsome if i got a job workin another 20 hours a week,...
mistakes
sometimes iw onder if i could take back all of my mistakes, but then i think, what if my mother could take back hers.
-this was a quote on a picture, i really like it.
i need an escape
I’ve realized the greatest thing I’ve let go of is being juvenile. just two months ago i was happy, i lived off the plain clean air and grass, and of course the sun. i loved it here, but now i hate it. Everything has grown dull, and i’m so tired of the constant things I’m trying to fight, that i shouldn’t even be trying to fight in the first place. But what scares me...
why?
So, I am talking to a friend, and appearently I called him while i was drunk. He says it is cute everytime I call him while im drunk. But he isnt the only person who has told me this, and i dont understand why people think it’s cute when I call them drunk. This is really a stupid subject to be writting about. I can’t believe i am sharing this with all of you, because getting wasted...
A Day To Remember | The Plot To Bomb The Panhandle
inhale love | exhale hate
this is what i live by.
…. if only everyone lived by this.
i just got home
from bourben st. and i had fun. it was nice getting out of the house, and doing anything but letting my mind wonder about worthless things. and it definetly beat sitting here posting depressing blog entries about how boring, and depressed i am. but im sure in a year from now, it will all be worth coming back and reading what i was doing, and how my life was at this time. and i know if i keep...
fml
i was reading some quotes based on irony, go figure. and i can across this one
Anyone who says exactly what you want to hear, knows it.
and it just made me so mad! because this exact thing happened to me not to long ago. and now im sitting here, lonely, broken, and pathetic. i wish i could have read this way before i met him.
jeremy, i dont know how you can live with yourself, knowing that all...
The more you understand, the crazier you get
true story
When given a choice, people will always do the dumbest thing under the circumstances
ironic.
believe.
isn’t just so ironic that the word lie is in the word believe. i cant even begin to explain the irony in this.
stuck in the middle.
I’m seeing everyone around me moving on and I wonder to myself why I am not doing so. Why am I always stuck in the middle of past and present. And i’m always imagining what would happen in the future. It makes me happy, but the harsh cold reality shows that we’re nothing but a dream and it’s too good to be true. Seriously, I think that I have to change not only the way I...